January 2012
December 2011
So, you know that list I posted earlier?
The one with the list of things I want in a guy?
yeah, my friend Mark IS pretty much my list.
It also sucks that he’s another far-away friend (Chicago) I’ve known him for a few years and he’s such a great guy. I think if we weren’t so far apart, something really good could happen between us. We lost touch for a little while but I’m glad to have him back as an...
My ideal man
I am making a list.
Must haves:
At least 5’10
A nice smile
Likes cats
Quality music taste
Pro-cuddle partner
Sense of humor
A job
at least 2 hobbies
Stellar personality
Reads
Loves to travel
able to hold an intelligent conversation
Bonus features:
Is a firefighter
Plays guitar
Can cook
This isn’t too much to ask for, right??!
When the man you've been in love with for 2 years...
It hurts like hell. Last night Jaren and I were talking and I mentioned being able to afford to finally take a trip down to see him. That’s when he broke the news to me. I’d had a sneaking suspicion but I wasn’t going to say anything. He’s been a little distant and I’ve felt like things have been changing for awhile, so I’m not terribly surprised to be honest....
gashisyourfriend:
Katy Perry - E.T. (guy...
My mom was just super fucking rude to me about my outfit. I just got home from hanging out with one of my good friends and came home to this. Now i’m just really angry. Apparently I’m “too big to wear tights and a tiny skirt.” Says who?! Besides idiot people who don’t know any better. I’ve dealt with enough fat hate in my life, I certainly do not need it from my...
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onehitwonderin:
and there’s this burning like...
I’ve been thinking a lot about my life this past year. I have grown so much and come so far… I couldn’t be happier with the person I have become. This time last year I was trying to figure out how I was going to survive being alone. In January I left my husband, ending an 8 year relationship with a man who sucked the life out of me and killed my spirit. I moved north to a place...
I’m thinking about possibly trying to get a job with a cruise line.
Maybe.
It’s still so weird to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I am 43 pounds lighter than I was 5 months ago and I love how I feel right now. I got on the scale the other day and got teary-eyed when the number came up. I haven’t been this thin in 5 years. I feel beautiful because I am beautiful. I always was, it just took time for me to realize that and accept my body for all...
So, uhhh, last night?
Yeah went a bit crazy. I’ve been talking to this guy and I met him for drinks after work and went over to his place to watch a movie. Ended up get WAY too fucking stoned. Like WOAH. Reminds me why I don’t smoke weed.
Also, I need to learn to keep my pants on. I actually like this guy and now I’m worried he’s not going to call. Fuck my life.
“Why don’t you tell me that ‘if the girl had been worth having, she’d have waited...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via thecourtneybrunson)
All I can do is lay in my bed and cry.
It’s not helping and once I start I can’t stop.
The sadness is overwhelming. Tonight will be the fourth night in a row I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I don’t want to do this with out him.
I dont want to do this.
I don’t want to,
I don’t…
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Random fact about me:
I collect coins.
I have a fairly small collection, but I have some really great pieces. I bought a bag of foreign money (mostly coins, some paper) at work today for $3 and holy god I think I hit the mother load. One of the only US coins is a coin from the 1962 Seattle World’s fair that is worth about $20 on its own. I joined a coin collector’s website today that catalogs all your...
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Mumford & Sons - Roll away your stone
from...
Foster the People - Pumped up Kicks from last...
Cute boy is cute.
Smitten.
*le sigh*
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I'm honestly tired of seeing Audrey Kawasaki...
This guy... I swear.
So I was sitting here trying to get out of my own head but I kept worrying about tomorrow and meeting steve for the first time. It’s no secret that i’m over weight, and the more I thought about it the more I felt like I needed to make sure he was aware before tomorrow. If it was an issue for him, I was going to cancel. We had the following conversation:
Me: Do you think it’ll...