then she fell into the sea.

Can’t sleep. My heart has been racing for days. Facial twitch is back, sporadically. All I can do is lay here and think about where I want to be, and that’s with Jaren. This is so hard. Filling my spare time with dating random guys was no help at all and I’m done with that. I may still hang out with Sean because I actually enjoy his company, but I know it’s not going anywhere so it’s kind of safe.
Maybe eventually it will get easier…. My heart can’t take it getting much worse

  1. khushrenada said: well I’m looking for a no strings attached cuddle buddy, just someone to lay with and talk to if you are interested, my stuffed Bunny doesn’t cuddle back and he is tired of me crying on him lol
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